Its been ages (maybe literally) since i wrote my last post. Why i wrote again? I don't think I'm a writer, cause I suck at it. When I write, i tend to make sentence straight forward, to the exact point. So it will quite short afterwards. Haha.. Never you mind, this is not what i want to talk about actually.
It is just a few weeks left before FINAL EXAM. So much to do in so little time. Assignment, Study, Project, Presentation, everything is gonna due in a such short time. Tell you what, deep inside i don't care anymore about all those, I just want to start my internship and start my job as soon as I graduate. For me, Pointer is not everything. You can have an average pointer, and yet you can be very successful too. But watch out the baseline, you don't want to get to below average. It might put you in a hard situation when finding your first job. This is applicable to Engineering Course, I'm not sure about the others.
Everything just feel so hard right now. Things i messed up during previous semesters, seems like coming into effect towards me now and I am not talking about my study here. Well, people still talks shits about me. What I could do is just, smile... for the Pahala they give me. If the person avoiding me after hear some shits from others. Well go ahead. I am not addicted to befriend with you. You think you are so good huh? You think you are an angel? You know what, the DEVIL itself are better than you. At least they don't talk shits about their own people.
Sometime, well, many times actually, I just wish that someone is there to tell me, while she smiling genuinely, "Everything is gonna be alright Syafiq...Everything is gonna be alright.." But..well.. Things always can go the way we are not expected right. .
People come and go. I always remind myself, the moment I met someone, I know there are always a possibility the/she's gonna leave. Yes, it happen a lot in this time around. People LEAVE. People WALKS AWAY. People IGNORE. Anywho, we can't force people to stay, right. I have a personal life philosophy, "People won't care about you unless YOU yourself". As simple to say, people DON'T CARE about what you feel. Sound sad right? Yes it is. Thats exactly how I feel right now. But deep inside, I hope someone will come, with her charming smile, attractive characters, change that perception for me. Maybe there are that person, maybe there aren't.
I guess that's it. I have an assignment due and interview for Baker Hugh internship tomorrow. Wish me luck! ^^
